Help me Brad

These walls speak to the memories
They rip them from my mind,
And evoke the sadness and gladness.
But these memories are not to be forgotten.
For these memories are the best times,
These memories are the life we have lived.
They are the love that we created to keep me living,
The reasons for me to keep moving on.
And even though it will keep my mind on it's end,
Your smiling face will allow my heart to mend.

So keep on speakin',
Keep on hollering at me.
Never drift to be unclear,
Never escape this place or me.
Live in my head so I can see,
Yours and mine, the sweet love.

Take me on a ride,
On a ride on back to the place.
That place we'd love aloud,
Where our passion lived on proud.
Take me through our spoken dreams.
I am ready, I am ready, I am calling you now.
Help me walk on outside with her.


So keep on speakin',
Keep on hollering at me.
Never drift to be unclear,
Never escape this place or me.
Live in my head so I can see,
Yours and mine, the sweet love.

Treat me fair my dearest lover,
Show me the love I know you can.
Show me my hands upon your face once more.
Glance back on me so I know for sure,
You're still here to fulfill our plan.

So keep on speakin',
Keep on hollering at me.
Never drift to be unclear,
Never escape this place or me.
Live in my head so I can see,
Yours and mine, the sweet love.

Our precious gift,
Is the precious time and the love we made,
The unable mind to let you fade.
It is the screaming sadness that is your absence.
And the bellowing walls that loom your presence.
But most of all it is your half with me,
Our innocent angel little chloe.

So keep on speakin',
Keep on hollering at me.
Never drift to be unclear,
Never escape this place or me.
Live in my head so I can see,
Yours and mine, the sweet love.

Bring me the strength to keep remembering,
Bring me the tears that keep me surrendering.
Speak up, keep on speakin'
Keep on hollering at me.
Never drift to be unclear,
Never escape this place or me.
Live in my head so I can see,
Yours and mine, the sweet love.

-Wes Shover


Im scared Brad... Im scared that everyday that passes I will forget what you felt like. I will forget the softness of your lips and the strength of your hands. I fear that I will lose the sharp memories of your voice and your smell. I will never forget you NEVER but as time continues to pass the small details will become a blur. I dont want them to. I dont want to forget anything. How do I stop time? How do I go back to the day that you waved goodbye? How do I replay our last converstaion? I cant. All I can do is remember. I love think about those little moments that we shared together but when I do I become overwhelemed. Overwhelmed by the resposibility of telling Chloe those little things that were so special about you. I need your help. I need you to remind me. Come to me in my dreams. Help me Brad help me. I need to feel your presence. I cant keep going alone. Why are you so far from me now. Tell me what to do. I dont know. Brad help me.