love lives on

Two years ago I married a man without hesitation. I knew that this man would take care of me for the rest of my life. I knew he would love me, support me, lift me up when I was weak. I knew he would make an amazing father, friend, and companion for all the days to come. I knew that this man was my soulmate and was made just for me. We were perfect together. We had many nights of talking on the phone, sharing our deepest thoughts. I wasnt afraid to be open and honest with him. I knew that he genuinely cared. This man promised to love, honor, and support me for all the days of his life. He was a wonderful man. But I didnt know that this man would have to leave so soon. His life was cut short, our life was cut short. Cheated. We were robbed of a life full of hapiness, fufillment, and comfort. But even knowing now how it all would end I wouldnt take a single day back of being this mans wife. I wouldnt give up one second of a converstaion. I dont regret a single day being madly in love with him. The pain cuts deeper than I ever knew possible but I would choose to feel the pain again. The love we shared was worth any amount of pain. We were meant to be together. I know how much that man loved me. To say I miss him is such an understatement but thats the only thing I know to say now. I promise that my love for this man will live on through me, through our daughter. The love we shared will never die, it will never be forgotten, it will never be matched.

I still love you Bradley more than anything or anyone. You are my strength and my guiding light. I will not give up because of the amazing love that I know you had for me. I will never forget you. There will never be another you. I wait for the day that I will be reuinted with you. Hope your ready for the biggest hug and kiss youve ever had. I love you with all of me and I miss you so much. Happy two year anniversary baby. Wish you were here.